Diary : How to forgetting and Moving On??

where's your promises??
Why do you make my heart anxious by not even calling?



i really miss you, right now, and i'm so pissed off coz I don't know what are you doing right now, even your voice... i really wanna hear!!
i know, cause our selfishness our relationship must ended and now i look pathetic..
i wanna cry and shout!!


I'll never be one of those girls who expect you to buy me everything and do everything for me.
All I ask from you is for you to love me for who I am, and for you to never change.

i never want our relationship end like this, for years i learn about you ..
and for years i think i suffered a lot, deafeat over you.. i giving you my everything..

and what are you doing?
be nice to me when you needed me .. OMG
what you have done to me?? i really love you so i can't refuse, i must help you ...
but, i think you never apreciate what i have done for you ...

i just want you to love me like i did...
give me some ur attention, take care of me ..

we break for 3 days,
but this feeling killing me,
and you know what make me more suffer??
it's you!!! you looks ok with everything, you look fine without me ...

i hope i be able to forget you,
but still, i can't!!

I don't want to let go of my beloved memories
I never knew that it would be this hard

I see myself looking for you like a habit
And I regret and I break down again
But still, I can’t let you go.

I wanna moving on...
I don't want to checking my phone every hour just wanna know, if you leave me a message or not,
i don't want to be a girl who check your facebook status everytime, just wanna see if you mention bout me...
I want to be your  important girl!!

 I want this temporary break up cause i want u realize how you gonna be if i'm not with you..
but so ironic the one who felt it's ME!!

so frustated, you seem happy with this separation, it makes me more sad..
i wanna be happy too, but it seems hard for me....