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Name: Jo Kwon

Birthday: August 28, 1989

Position: Leader, Main Vocal



Name:Lee Changmin

Birthday: May 1, 1986

Position: Lead Vocal



Name: Im Seolong

Birthday: May 11, 1987

Position: Vocalist



Name: Jung Jinwoon

Birthday: May 2, 1991

Position: Vocalist

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[K-Drama] Preview Cinderella's Sister

Synopsis
She has neither aspiration nor emotion and her smile is sarcastic. Eun-jo is a girl who has apathy toward life. Her mother, who has been living as a single mother for 18 years, finally found the right person to marry and brought Eun-jo into the stepfather’s house.
A decent house and a decent family…. Eun-jo feels that everything in this house does not fit for her. The most unbearable thing she faces is the stepsister Hyo-sun, who is the apple of her father’s eyes and beloved by everyone in the house. Hyo-sun also takes away the mind of Eun-jo’s mother, just like her bright and untainted character attracted all the other people. Eun-jo cannot tolerate this situation, since she lost the only one that she completely owned.
She sets her mind on getting even with Hyo-sun. ‘Cinderella shouldn’t be loved by her stepmother. You broke the rule! I’ll pay you back by taking away what you have and will have! But then… What should I do first?’

cast:



Moon Geun Young as Jang Eun-soo
Dirty way of talking, just cynical smile, no movement for the heart breaking thing. No fantasy to life. From the time of birth, she skipped babyhood, childhood, girlhood, that means, from the age of ten, she already started to sigh saying ‘Life is too harsh’

The reason of no-dream, no fantasy to life is influenced by her mother’s life, which smells badly wherever she go. Her mother moved to several man while dreamed a high level lady. Eun Joo always hated that kind of life style.
Please, no more involved with other person’s life, more frankly speaking, ‘The life without mother’ If the mother does not exist, she could fly more freely.


Cheon Jeong Myeong as Hong Ki-hoon
Successor of Hungjuga which is now on the way to conglomerate. At first, it had started from small brewery. He used to enter Daesungdoga freely as his father Hong Hansuk was very close friend to Mr. Ku Daesung. But, as Hungjuga had grown up very fast, so, automatically his visiting to Daesungdoga became rare. He received good education. He learned music and fine art not to be treated as low class family member.

He has good body and grace face. He grew up to be a nice man who is a successor of rich family. Before starting to service army, he visit Daesungdoga for courtesy. There, he find new face and start to love, Eun Joo. But, she never treat Kihoon as a high level person.


Ok Taecyeon as Han Jeong-woo
A reckless simpleton who was raised by hairy Mr. Chang, 10th immoral lover of Mrs. Song Kangsook. Mrs. Song is mother of Eun Joo.
Fat boy whose weight was almost 100Kg in his middle school age.

Nobody had cared him, so, he should care himself. He had joined wrestling team as the team gave him food. He moved to baseball team when the team gave him more food. Food was some kind of religion to little Jungwoo. The food, which even hairy Mr. Chang or Mrs. Song Kangsook never prepared for him, was served by Eun Joo.

After Eun Joo came to Mr.Chang’s home, there is a smoke of cooking. The never ending hunger was smoothed by EunJoo. He decided to love Eun Joo who cared him. So, even after Eun Joo left, he never gave up love to Eun Joo. He decided to grow up as a nice smart man for the purpose of giving royalty to Eun Joo. Then, he came back in front of Eun Joo as a wonderful man.


Seo Woo as Goo Hyo-seon
Pretty, kind, bright girl. Only daughter of Daesungdoga. Her father, Mr. Ku Daesung, owner of Daesungdoga is like lion to his worker. But, his eyebrow move down in front of Hyosun’s tear or coquetry.

When her father end up his single life, making new mother and new sister, that means, two more person who will love her. So, she is a person who never think bad thing to another person. When even new mother and new sister start to harass her, at first time, she never think they hate her. Because as for her, other person should love her.

But, after she know her step-sister hate her, she decide to start war against step-sister to recover things which belonged to her from the first time.
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Lee Mi Sook as Song Kang-sook


Kim Kap Soo as Goo Dae-sung

[Lyric-Barat] Ne-Yo feat. Rihanna - Hate that I Love You

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did


But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong


But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you


And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)


You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh


Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right


And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so


One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...



That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

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[Photography] editanku...

ini dia hasil editanku..
masih banyak sih..

Hmmm..

Dah 2hr gag bcra wf mario h1yquw tcinta >.<
ntah apa yg ada d pkran q skrg..
Msh kpkran wkt ri jumad.. Knpa bz jd bgt ?
Koq q bza liar kyk gitu..
Ingin sx dgr suara'na, kabar'na.. Tp q diemin kyk gni bkn krn gag ada alsn..but wkt ri jumad q d cuekkin mpe jam 12 mlm..
BT bgttt mpe q sms mw putus ma dy, n' q gag akn maafin dy..
TRuz pgi'na dy blg maaf cz dy ktiduran but q gag pdli q blacklizt adja nomor'na..
Gag tega juga bwd kyak gini..
Ntah apa yg ada d pkran q, td mlm q sms dy blg kao q msk rumah sakit cz overdosis obat..
Hahahaha..
Dy bilang cih dy strez wkt dengar itu but gag tw bener pa gag..
Hmmm mpe skarang kayak'na sudah 100x missed call..

Kalo ditanya rindu ma dy..
Absolutely I Miss Him Very much...
Rindu stengah mati, bru kali ini qta gag bcra sama skali..

Sebenarnya cma iseng bwd sms kyak gitu, but kliatan'na d teruskan adja..
Xixixixi...

[Paula] About Me..

Dari luar kelihatannya aku tegar, bahkan tangguh mungkin begitulah sebagian diriku. But sebagian lain diriku sama sekali tdk spt itu...
Kontradiktif, sosok yg labil n' reaksioner dalam kadar yg lumayan serius..
Well.. I think!!

Sebenarnya aku takut menunjukkan kelemahanku atau org membaca diriku..
So, aku mulai menutup perasaan dengan rapat-rapat dan bergaya spt org yg slalu happy. But kenyataannya aku jauh dari yg namanya happy..
Aku tertawa dlm hati, tawa yg getir, pahit n' absurd, bahkan mengerikan jika seseorang mendengarnya. Org bisa mendefinisikan apa saja tentang diriku sesuka hati mereka but mereka tetap tdk akan tahu kebenarannya. Orang tua ku pun sulit utk mendefinisikan diriku secara tepat.

So, what make everything be sure ? NOTHING,
Yg ada hanyalah perjuangan anak manusia untuk mewujudkan kepastian-kepastian kecil itu sepanjang hidup..

Yeah it's me PAULA
someone who still waiting a miracle..!!

[Lyric-Barat] Kelly Clarkson Album Thankful (2003)

 

 

"Just Missed The Train"

Roll over baby
The time has come
To make a little bit more room
I’ve hung around you
It’s getting tough
I think I’m gonna break down soon
Cuz I remember
Crying in the park
It was getting dark
Suddenly I looked up
You were my sky

So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train
We just missed the train

Be quiet angel
Don’t make a sound
Save it for a rainy day
Oh can’t you see me
I’m such a mess
Trying hard to find my way
Do you remember wasting all the time
We were feeling fine
Though we couldn't walk a line,
We were all right

So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train

Oh why'd that train just pass us by
Didn’t anyone see we were stuck at the light
And we would've made it on time

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

So sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train 

 

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"The Trouble With Love Is"

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)  

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"Low"

Everybody’s talking
But they don’t say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don’t want the sympathy
Its cool you didn’t want me
Sometimes you can’t go back
But why’d you have to go and make a mess like that
Well I just have to say
Before I let go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low

No I don’t need your number
There’s nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I’ve gotta go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can’t say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so…
So...

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
Cuz what you did was low 

 

 

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"Miss Independent"

Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance
Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere, no
Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her throne
So, by keeping her heart protected
She'd never ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love

What is the feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open my door
Surprise...It's time
To feel what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No more the need to be defensive
Goodbye, old you
When love is true

Misguided heart
Miss play it smart
Miss if you want to use that line you better not start, no
But she miscalculated
She didn't want to end up jaded
And this miss decided not to miss out on true love
So, by changing her misconceptions
She went in a new direction
And found inside she felt a connection
She fell in love.

What is the feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open my door (open my door)
Surprise...It's time (yeah)
To feel what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No more the need to be defensive
Goodbye (goodbye), old you (oh you)
When love, when love is true

When Miss Independence walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no longer afraid?
It took some time for her to see
How beautiful love could truly be
No more talk of why can't that be me
I'm so glad I finally feel...

What is the feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open my door
Surprise (surprise), it's time (yeah)
To feel (to feel) what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No more the need to be defensive
Goodbye (goodbye), old you

When love, when love is true...  

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"Some Kind Of Miracle"

Prayed for an angel
To come in the night
Shine some sweet light on me
Found only strangers
Then you came to me

Just when i givin up
You gave me love
My world was tumblin down
You turned it around, baby

You're some kind of miracle
Ohhhhhh, You, You, Youuuuu are
You're a miracle to me

Sweet revelation
That look in your eyes
Your touch in the night
I found the sweetest salvation
In your arms baby

When there's no mornin sun
Your tender love
Came and just lifted me up
Look what you've done baby

You, you're some kind of miracle
Ohh, you, you, you are
You're a miracle to me

You brought joy to my heart
I found love in your arms
See what you've done to me
You set my soul so free
You came and you gave me the love that i need

Oh you, you're some kind of miracle
You, you are
You're a miracle
A miracle to me
Baby you are
Ohh, a miracle to me 

 

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"What's Up Lonely"

Oooh

I'm gettin' kinda close to you
Like a shadow I can't lose (he-ey-ey)
You've been hanging with me everyday (ay-ay)
Now your getting in my way-yeahh

I know you understand me
But don't you think that maybe
It's time to move on

What's up lonely
Seems your my only friend who wants to share my pain
Tell me heartache
What it gonna take
For you to leave me alone today

Just when I think that your gone
Your in the mirror looking back at me

So whats up lonely

Sometimes, i wish you weren't by my side,
can't you find another shoulder cause i
i wanna leave this broken heart behind,
we're both waisten to much time

Find someone else to rain on,
i'm really gettin tired of singin this sad song

whats up lonely, seems your my only
friend who wants to
share my pain
Tell me heartache
whats it gonna take
for you to leave me alone today

just when i think that your gone
your in the mirror lookin back at me
so whats up lonely

don't wanna give you a reason, to hang around anymore
you won't be hurtin my feelins
if you find another broken heart you can lean on

Gotta go, gotta move on
Gotta go, gotta move on
just leave me alone

What's up lonely
Seems you're my only friend
Who wants to share my pain
Tell me heartache
What's it gonna take?
For you to leave me alone today
Just when i think that you're gone, yea
You're in the mirror lookin back at me
So what's up lonely?

Gotta go, gotta move on
Gotta go, gotta move on
Hey, yea, hey

What's up lonely
Seems you're my only friend
Who wants to share my pain
Tell me heartache
What's it gonna take?
For you to leave me alone today
Just when i think that you're gone, yea
You're in the mirror lookin back at me
So what's up lonely?  

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"You Thought Wrong"
(feat. Tamyra Gray)

I see how your trying to weasel
your way in
boy i know how you manueveur
with your confusion

you tell me that i'm your only
and how bad that you want me
then why are you so shady
if i'm supposed to be your lady

why should I believe anything you say
and how could you shame me that way

tell me where where did you get the nerve
to even think that you you could
play me wrong

you thought we didn't know
you thought we were in the dark
but boy your covers blown
cause we both know now

you thought you had us fooled
at your beckon call
but now who's the joke
and look who's laughing now

now your trying to use us against one another
but it won't work

i see right though your game boy
and i know exactly what i'm in for
you tried to deny all your actions
for once in your life be a real man
at least give me the proper respect
of the truth i already know you did it

why should I believe anyting you say
and how could you shame me that way

tell me where did you get the nerve
to even think that you could
play me wrong

you thought we didn't know
you thought we were in the dark
but boy your covers blown
cause we both know now

you thought you had us fooled
at your beckon call
but now who's the joke
and look who's laughing now

I see right through you baby
tryin' to tell me you want me
why don't you get it through your thick head
cause i've seen this game before
and i'm not showing you the door so
SHUT YOUR MOUTH
i'm not trying to hear your lies
no not again
sorry you couldn't be a better man

you thought we didn't know
you thought we were in the dark
but boy your covers blown
cause we both know now

you thought you had us fooled
at your beckon call
but now who's the joke
and look who's laughing now
Guess you thought wrong
look who's laughing now
You stupid

[Laughter, then end]

 

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 "Beautiful Disaster"

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

[Fading]
Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster 

 

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"Thankful"

You know my soul
you know everything about me there's to know
you know my heart
how to make me stop & how to make me go
you should know i love everything
about you don't you know

that i'm thankful
for the blessing
and the lessons that i've learned w/you
by my side
that i'm thankful so thankful for the love
that you keep bringing in my life
in my life
Thankful so thankful

You know my thoughts
before i open up my mouth & try to speak
you know my dreams
must be listening when i'm talking in my sleep
i hope you know
i love having you around me don't you know

that i'm thankful for the blessing
and the lessons that i've learned w/you
by my side
that i'm thankful so thankful for the love
that you keep bringing in my life in my life

Don't you know that i'm thankful for the moment
when i'm down you always know how to make me smile
thankful for the joy that your bringing in my life

for the lessons that i've learned
for the trouble i've known
for the heartache & pain
that you've thrown my way
when i didn't think i could go on
but you made me feel strong
with you I am never alone

thankful so thankful

thankful for the blessing
and the lessons that i've learned w/you
by my side
that i'm thankful so thankful for the love
that you keep bringing in my life in my life
thankful so thankful

when i'm down you always know how to make me smile
thankful for the joy that your bringing in my life
thankful so thankful  

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"Anytime"

Anytime you feel like you just can’t hold on
Just hold on to my love and I’ll help you be strong
But you’re so afraid to lose, and baby I can’t reach your heart
I can’t face this world that’s keeping us apart
When I can be the one to show you
Everything you missed before
Just hold on now, cause I could be the one to give you more
Let you know

[Chorus]
Anytime you need love baby I’m on your side (hey)
Just let me be the one I can make it alright (I can make it alright)
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

I look into your eyes, and I feel it coming through
And I can’t help but want you more than I want to
So baby take all of your fears, and cast them all on me
'Cause all I ever wanted was just to make you see
That I could be the one to give you
All that you’ve been searching for
Just hold on to my love, and baby let me give you more
You know, anytime

Anytime you need love baby I’m on your side (I'm on your side)
Just let me be the one I can make it alright (I can make it alright)
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright

And now there’s no way out
And I can’t help the way I feel
'Cause baby you’re the fire and I’ll be waiting right here
You know my love is real, baby
Yeah yeah yeah

Anytime you need love baby I’m on your side, you know
Just let me be the one I can make it alright (I can make it all, make it all, make it alright)
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart
I can make it alright, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Anytime you need love baby I'm on your side (I'm on your side)
Just let me be the one (let me be the one let me be the one let me be the one alright)
Anytime you need love baby you're in my heart (you're in my heart)
I can make it alright 

 

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"Before Your Love"

I wonder how I ever made it through a day
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why
And I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized

I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
And I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn't really livin'

I'd never lived...
Before your love

I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams, seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how
I'd survive without your kiss
Cuz you've given me
A reason to exist

I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn't really livin'

I'd never lived... before your love
I'd never lived... Before your love

And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you've breathed your love into me just in time
I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really livin'

I'd never lived
I'd never lived
Before!...
Your!!...
Love!!!...  

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