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Pingkan (older cousin), Paula (Me), Leah (Lil' Sis)

Paula n Leah

 

Pingkan n Anggi (Cousin)

Myself ...

[photo] kaos design quw..

[photo] "Ipa4ever"

Tanggal 17 Agustus 2010 sungguh menjadi hari yg gag bakalan terlupa...

akhirnya setelah pisah selama 2 tahun Ipa4ever berkumpul lagi n' hari ini bisa dibilang sukses karena yang terkumpul ada 28 orang + Bunda...

^^
senangnya bisa berkumpul sama teman lama...
kangen q terobati..

lucunya smua datang karena diiming-imingi ROLLING PIG ...
here some picture ..


kejadian ini memang gag bakalan terlupa...UNFORGETABLE MOMENT in my life ...


PRECIOUS FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

ipa4ever bukan lagi sahabat melainkan KELUARGA ... The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, not touched ... but are felt in the heart

[Quote] Our love

Feeling the fire of existence everytime you are near my heart is deeply stolen as your love has stayed here. No one ever hold back what i felt inside separating pieces of memories made ride within the tide. To say love you is never enough for you mean much more to me for heaven dwells in where you and i used to be. I will take your hand in faith hoping our hearts wont feel the pain of what we had endured when we lost hope for hardship's reign. I love you with all my heart for you breathe life into me as i am arrested in your all where i always want to be. Listen to whispers of my love that is coming your door for loving you is what making my heart soar. So take my heart and soul it's yours, forever more and lead me to the place i once bloomed in love before.

[Quote] Strength of a man and a woman of strength

Strength of a man

The strength of a man isn’t in the deep tone of his voice.
It is in the gentle words he whispers.

The strength of a man isn’t how many buddies he has.
It is how good a buddy he is with his kids.

The strength of a man isn’t in how respected he is at work.
It is in how respected he is at home.

The strength of a man isn’t in how hard he hits.
It is in how tender he touches.

The strength of a man isn’t how many women he’s Loved by.
It is in can he be true to one woman.

The strength of a man isn’t in the weight he can lift.
It is in the burdens he can understand and overcome.

A woman of strength
A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape, but ...
A woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.

A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, but ...
A woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear.

A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her,
but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone.

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future, but ...
A woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes on them.

A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face, but ...
A woman of strength wears grace.

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey, but ...
A woman of strength has faith that in the journey she will become strong.

[Quote] Love of the leaves

That season of the year is very cold , its December, there is no snow,but sun shines though the earth . If there are not the leaves falling all over the floor, you would think it is spring. Its leaves, mottled , falling on the ground emitting a delicate fragrance of season.

On the top of one tree there are two leaves.Green is a strong boy, and Jade is a beautiful petite. In the cold wind two leaves cant help the other to resist, but they give the big encouragement to each other. People may not know they are a pair of lovers, love is the thing that helps them can overcome the cold, until now.
At the midnight, the strong wind blows and two leaves are intertwined.

"I prepare to die, im faling faster." Jade cries.
"Dont fear, my dear." Green said, "You wont, till i am still alive here. If you want to fall, i will follow you."
"Why is this? Life is for you, how valuable!"
"That depends on you being here or not".Green replies, "During the day, i appreciate your beauty, in night, i smell your fragrance. To let me stay here alone is impossible."

"Green, why do you want to put this nicely?" Jade said, "I knows very well that i have lost a beauty, only a wrinkled face, yellow and dry body! I just so regret about our love."

"This is enough." Green feels happy, "Love is the highest of the beauty. Why yellow is not shown the beauty? All the pretty colors are the same. My dear Jade, i love you, love is forever so deep. As long as we love each other, no storm can destroy us. "

While Green says those words, Jade is taken into another place, a strong wind blows her away.

Green is being trembled with the language of crying howl, "Jade, Jade! Where are you? Come back soon!" Until his voice is hoarse , the tears flows. That night is dark and cold and too long. Jade and her words, still were silent. Rain starts falling, like the Green's heart ouring ,for her survival has no meaning now. The soft body floats after only gentle wind flick. When the sun rises, Jade finds Green no longer on the tree, but quietly lying on the ground, feels easy, no fear and worry any more. He is no longer to be a leaf, but still part of the earth.

Green lies on Jade's side, smiles and congratulates their new life, the eyes full of love that they know is great and eternal. The wind blows, Green and Jade are belting to the air, they are embracing the freedom of flying, the kind of happiness and joy , their soul mixing up with universe to be the one.

Sometimes in life the death doesn't mean separation but reunion...

[Quote] Woman ...

Owing a part of God's beauty
With talent deep inside
Her heart holds the mercy
For all she's given from life.

Exeprience the best part of living
Her soul always keeps hoping
To understand the beauty inside
That only comes from giving.

A woman born of confidence
Always sets her goals on passion
Chooses color from life's pallet
Offers life her all and never quits.

No matter what she does in life
She always stands tall with pride
Draws strength in any circumstances
Has faith in reason to try.

Realizes all her born gift
From each thing she forms
Believes that love she gives
Can weather any storm.

[Quote] Night ...

Night...time is passing by slowly..slowly...the air is oppresive by the minor feelings...they stagnant in the night's heart and wake the sorrow up...they seems not to want to disappear..and my heart is filled with illusion and sobbing...just because the night is too deep...to deserted...

night...the loneliness surrounds me...there were peaceful days but stormy days came then...all of them were too sudden that made my heart not turn in time...and i didnt want to explain anything...

yes, i released all of it so at least i will feel easier, less vexations...less mess, less worriment...

night...tik tak...tik tak...seems rain is falling...in a very far place...i hear a wind blowing cold in the room and another one wandering undeterminedly but doesnt know where to go...i listen to the pain from deep of my memory about past love...unintentionally or not, we let angers burst into broken and unmended hearts...

night...its looking far in the depth of dark, stop at familiar places, trying to find a fragile and temporary moment of happiness...and then hide a drop of tear in hurry...

night...night exposes its naked self to weaknes...wants to hide itself in dreamy sense..to forget everything as nothing happened...but finally it turns back to a big emptiness that seems to be endless...

night...is it long enough for all feeling sobbing in the heart? maybe one night is not enough...but many many nights...

[Photography] mencoba gaya vintage .. :)

[Photo] aq dan dedequw...

Profil 2 AM

saya termasuk salah satu I AM... (sebutan buat fans 2 AM)

in love with Im SeoLong


My Cousin Pingkan with Jin woon


PROFIL 2 AM




Name: Jo Kwon

Birthday: August 28, 1989

Position: Leader, Main Vocal



Name:Lee Changmin

Birthday: May 1, 1986

Position: Lead Vocal



Name: Im Seolong

Birthday: May 11, 1987

Position: Vocalist



Name: Jung Jinwoon

Birthday: May 2, 1991

Position: Vocalist

2 AM MV












2 AM

[K-Drama] Preview Cinderella's Sister

Synopsis
She has neither aspiration nor emotion and her smile is sarcastic. Eun-jo is a girl who has apathy toward life. Her mother, who has been living as a single mother for 18 years, finally found the right person to marry and brought Eun-jo into the stepfather’s house.
A decent house and a decent family…. Eun-jo feels that everything in this house does not fit for her. The most unbearable thing she faces is the stepsister Hyo-sun, who is the apple of her father’s eyes and beloved by everyone in the house. Hyo-sun also takes away the mind of Eun-jo’s mother, just like her bright and untainted character attracted all the other people. Eun-jo cannot tolerate this situation, since she lost the only one that she completely owned.
She sets her mind on getting even with Hyo-sun. ‘Cinderella shouldn’t be loved by her stepmother. You broke the rule! I’ll pay you back by taking away what you have and will have! But then… What should I do first?’

cast:



Moon Geun Young as Jang Eun-soo
Dirty way of talking, just cynical smile, no movement for the heart breaking thing. No fantasy to life. From the time of birth, she skipped babyhood, childhood, girlhood, that means, from the age of ten, she already started to sigh saying ‘Life is too harsh’

The reason of no-dream, no fantasy to life is influenced by her mother’s life, which smells badly wherever she go. Her mother moved to several man while dreamed a high level lady. Eun Joo always hated that kind of life style.
Please, no more involved with other person’s life, more frankly speaking, ‘The life without mother’ If the mother does not exist, she could fly more freely.


Cheon Jeong Myeong as Hong Ki-hoon
Successor of Hungjuga which is now on the way to conglomerate. At first, it had started from small brewery. He used to enter Daesungdoga freely as his father Hong Hansuk was very close friend to Mr. Ku Daesung. But, as Hungjuga had grown up very fast, so, automatically his visiting to Daesungdoga became rare. He received good education. He learned music and fine art not to be treated as low class family member.

He has good body and grace face. He grew up to be a nice man who is a successor of rich family. Before starting to service army, he visit Daesungdoga for courtesy. There, he find new face and start to love, Eun Joo. But, she never treat Kihoon as a high level person.


Ok Taecyeon as Han Jeong-woo
A reckless simpleton who was raised by hairy Mr. Chang, 10th immoral lover of Mrs. Song Kangsook. Mrs. Song is mother of Eun Joo.
Fat boy whose weight was almost 100Kg in his middle school age.

Nobody had cared him, so, he should care himself. He had joined wrestling team as the team gave him food. He moved to baseball team when the team gave him more food. Food was some kind of religion to little Jungwoo. The food, which even hairy Mr. Chang or Mrs. Song Kangsook never prepared for him, was served by Eun Joo.

After Eun Joo came to Mr.Chang’s home, there is a smoke of cooking. The never ending hunger was smoothed by EunJoo. He decided to love Eun Joo who cared him. So, even after Eun Joo left, he never gave up love to Eun Joo. He decided to grow up as a nice smart man for the purpose of giving royalty to Eun Joo. Then, he came back in front of Eun Joo as a wonderful man.


Seo Woo as Goo Hyo-seon
Pretty, kind, bright girl. Only daughter of Daesungdoga. Her father, Mr. Ku Daesung, owner of Daesungdoga is like lion to his worker. But, his eyebrow move down in front of Hyosun’s tear or coquetry.

When her father end up his single life, making new mother and new sister, that means, two more person who will love her. So, she is a person who never think bad thing to another person. When even new mother and new sister start to harass her, at first time, she never think they hate her. Because as for her, other person should love her.

But, after she know her step-sister hate her, she decide to start war against step-sister to recover things which belonged to her from the first time.
[cred.soompi CS thread]


Lee Mi Sook as Song Kang-sook


Kim Kap Soo as Goo Dae-sung

[Lyric-Barat] Ne-Yo feat. Rihanna - Hate that I Love You

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did


But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong


But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you


And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)


You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh


Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right


And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so


One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...



That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

[Photo] Bego dan Oneng

[Photography] editanku...

ini dia hasil editanku..
masih banyak sih..

Hmmm..

Dah 2hr gag bcra wf mario h1yquw tcinta >.<
ntah apa yg ada d pkran q skrg..
Msh kpkran wkt ri jumad.. Knpa bz jd bgt ?
Koq q bza liar kyk gitu..
Ingin sx dgr suara'na, kabar'na.. Tp q diemin kyk gni bkn krn gag ada alsn..but wkt ri jumad q d cuekkin mpe jam 12 mlm..
BT bgttt mpe q sms mw putus ma dy, n' q gag akn maafin dy..
TRuz pgi'na dy blg maaf cz dy ktiduran but q gag pdli q blacklizt adja nomor'na..
Gag tega juga bwd kyak gini..
Ntah apa yg ada d pkran q, td mlm q sms dy blg kao q msk rumah sakit cz overdosis obat..
Hahahaha..
Dy bilang cih dy strez wkt dengar itu but gag tw bener pa gag..
Hmmm mpe skarang kayak'na sudah 100x missed call..

Kalo ditanya rindu ma dy..
Absolutely I Miss Him Very much...
Rindu stengah mati, bru kali ini qta gag bcra sama skali..

Sebenarnya cma iseng bwd sms kyak gitu, but kliatan'na d teruskan adja..
Xixixixi...

[Paula] About Me..

Dari luar kelihatannya aku tegar, bahkan tangguh mungkin begitulah sebagian diriku. But sebagian lain diriku sama sekali tdk spt itu...
Kontradiktif, sosok yg labil n' reaksioner dalam kadar yg lumayan serius..
Well.. I think!!

Sebenarnya aku takut menunjukkan kelemahanku atau org membaca diriku..
So, aku mulai menutup perasaan dengan rapat-rapat dan bergaya spt org yg slalu happy. But kenyataannya aku jauh dari yg namanya happy..
Aku tertawa dlm hati, tawa yg getir, pahit n' absurd, bahkan mengerikan jika seseorang mendengarnya. Org bisa mendefinisikan apa saja tentang diriku sesuka hati mereka but mereka tetap tdk akan tahu kebenarannya. Orang tua ku pun sulit utk mendefinisikan diriku secara tepat.

So, what make everything be sure ? NOTHING,
Yg ada hanyalah perjuangan anak manusia untuk mewujudkan kepastian-kepastian kecil itu sepanjang hidup..

Yeah it's me PAULA
someone who still waiting a miracle..!!